A little Peace in a World of War
That little boy is portraying perfectly how we ALL feel when we have to face deployment day. I will never, ever forget saying goodbye to DJ and watching him walk onto that plane. It honestly felt like I was watching him walking walk into a casket. Every inch of my body wanted to fall to ground, grab his leg, and beg him to stay. That kind of feeling never leaves you…
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at 8:10pm I ask to wake me up in 30 minutes….. i jolt awake at 11:15pm and he’s in the bed with me with all the lights turned off.
“YOU DIDNT WAKE ME UP!”
“I did so”
“No you didn’t! Clearly!”
“I made sure you were awake, you opened your eyes”
“Well I couldnt have been that awake, I dont even remember it!”
REALLY?!?!?!?!?! Did I look awake at 9:00 when I was still laying there? and at 9:30 when I was still laying there unconscious? and at 10????? was there at no point a part of him that thought “hm, she’s still asleep… i should wake her up.” I mean dammit our bed is in the middle of our living room there’s MISSING that I’m still asleep!!!!
OMG I’M SO IRRITATED. I NEEDED TO GET A LOT DONE TONIGHT AND NOW I CAN’T DO ANYTHING.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I’ve been so busy trying to pack and get ready to move it really slips my mind. I’m still doing the nutrisystem, and I’m running close to a mile every day. I started at 209lbs mid-march. I weighed myself this morning and I’ve been sitting at 197ilbs for a few days now. So, 12 lb weight loss so far… I’m not complaining.
It is hard work, that’s for sure. When I slack it’s SOOOO easy to put weight back on. And that’s only when I slack a LITTLE. I guess that’s partially my hypothyroidism. But I promised myself I would BEAT hoshimotos thyroiditis and I wouldn’t let it stop me from reaching my goals…. no matter how hard they are to reach our how hard I have to work to get to them.
On a final note… I wish I had a treadmill.
:)
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